April 2009
8 posts
apologies.
straight out apologies. to everyone. im a dick. but also. get the fuck over it. dont fuck with me. legit.
lately everything is just. idk. altering. changing. evolution is at its peek. my life. sweet and sour. I am starting to let go of old things and just be…okay. I’m done playing nice; better yet, I’m done just trying to impress anyone. People will like me, for me…right?...
so.
Duet.
Boy:
Come on and just drop your gaurd.
The stars are all screaming your name
But more than this rude bombard.
I have come to try and claim.
A slot in your heart;
Your mainstream life.
And oh those eyes.
You might as well take a knife,
If I can’t have you.
hey girl.
Chorus:(just boy singing)
You’re the moon my world revolves.
The mystery I urge to solve.
...
“I’m over committing myself, I guess this is growing up. I’m sleeping...”
Sing me something soft, sad, and delicate...
I strive for something. Something more then whatever this is that I am living. I think I am more then this town, more then this small pathetic excuse for a state. My future will consist of someone prominant. Someone mature and able to keep up with the fast paced life that consumes us all. Everyone currently surrounding me is too caught up in themselves to help me or even acknowledge whats wrong.
...
the water seemed so calm.
last night i fell asleep really early. and I didnt wake up until just a few minutes ago. today feels promising. And I am excited to persue it. I plan on doin do. I hope everything stays on the up side. Rahhh.
“and I need those lips that ignite my bones and keeps my heart afloat”
and the distance took you away...
I honestly idk. everything with everyone has gotten fucked…like legit.
Jamie. — Well hmm. wtf. idk. I feel like im just whatever. seriously. Like I feel like im just whenever he feels like. Like no. Im a person. I have feelings. Idk. Idk what to do either. Like. I like him. Buttt. Oh nooo. Yet again you were just something till something else comes along better. and now hes all Nate...
March 2009
2 posts
lunchtime.
its lunchtime. so I have free time, what, what?
yesterday I just sat at home. all day. I didnt do a thing. and I just slept. idk. the more i think about my life the more i feel like i failed at it. and im still so young. and i miss my friends. i wish i had more motivation, but when i do i feel like im begging people to hang out more than they asking to chill. idk. ha i say idk a lot too.
...
Initial Contact.
Rahhhh. Sooo. I might have, mayyybe stolen this from Jamie. However. I didn’t know about it until seeing his. and I HATE livejournal. And this seemed legit. Chyeaaa. Alright. So. Hmm. My life. My first entry. ha. well I guess I’ll ramble about my boring life, this way i don’t annoy other people, and on and on. Blah. Anyways. Ha.
I am going to be the guy who sections things off....