apologies.
straight out apologies. to everyone. im a dick. but also. get the fuck over it. dont fuck with me. legit.
lately everything is just. idk. altering. changing. evolution is at its peek. my life. sweet and sour. I am starting to let go of old things and just be…okay. I’m done playing nice; better yet, I’m done just trying to impress anyone. People will like me, for me…right? I mean, I know I am not the best thing. At all. However, I do possess some descent policies.
Im crazy crazy crazy about somebody. Like…crazy. Beyonce and me even rewrote a remix to crazy in love, but not in love just crazy about is what its called. It’s more of a pre-song to crazy in love. =]. I DONT KNOOOW. RAH.
Alex is a no go. And I am glad. Fucker forgot my birthday. and he just used me for Lily Allen tickets, so I taught him I don’t get used. I was fine with him. and he sent a very, very hurtful text message basically telling me I was a horrible person. So, and yes I know this is childish, I gave the tickets away and led alex to believe I still had them. It sort of sucks cause I had to loose a good friend in Hannah, and she is seriously one of the nicest people I know. and very genuine. Anyways. so he then decides to fuckin come to my house today and yell at me and all this bullshit, so I was like fuck this. And led him on again, but then he followed me to lincoln mall and chased me. However, he got reallly really mad and came back to my house, even though i wasnt home. And he told my mom everything. Whatever. Im seriously over him and his asshole never going to amount to anything bastard self.
Katie and I are patched. and I am enjoying her back in my life. I missed her. A lot. But nick. Like. NO. I am so sick of him and its always him him him him him. I DK. Ha. Shes funny tho.
John Tash, my art teacher. Who was adorable. Like. Hot. and very nice and idk. Ha. Anyways. He passed away. And idk. I barely knew him, yet it feels lame. I feel…like he still had an impact on me. I always was fasinated with his way of thinking, his art, everything like that. He was very talented and he meant a LOT to Katie. I was upset to see her like that. Idk. His funeral was awkward sort of. Idk.
GRACE! Adorable. Best. Best. Best. Rahtohl Rahtohl. Ha. =}. She is my bestfran. I love her boobsch and her nicsh facesh.
Kira. I wanna frolic more often. boo. biff. always. my go to, have long personal talks. my favorite person possibly. =].
My birthday was recenly. YAY. I got my lip pierced and a tattoo. RAHH.=]]].
